I am not an easy person to like. Partly, cause I am always guarded when around people. I do not want to say things that could unintentionally hurt someone. I think sometimes we just need a break from the constant façade we put up to face the world.
I would like to have more time to be the unfiltered me. To do things without scrutiny from others and say things without the fear of judgement. I think I can be quite a nice person to get to know and it would be nice not to have to put on a fake face.
I think when I am me I can be happier. I can be more creative and restful. Just thinking of it makes me feel at rest.

Why do you put on a fake face? You worried about what others will think?
If they walk away from the real you, you have lost nothing, if only gained more space for the right and best kind of people to have in your life.
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It’s more about being careful about what I say. I never know when what I say could be interpreted by someone as something negative. I don’t want to be the reason for someone’s pain. I try my best to not be worried about toxic people. I am not very great at that yet, but I am getting there.
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Oh, okay. People will take your words their own way. That is quite uncontrollable on your end. Congratulations on worrying less, keep it up!
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Thank you 😊
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I am an edgy person. I am direct and speak my feelings whether good or not so good I get my feelings / opinion across. Over the years I have learned and still am practicing to season my speech with kinder words. Instead of not caring what I say I actively practice kinder ways of talking. I use this as an example cause I got tired of not having anyone around to listen to me since I was so harsh in speech. People used to say I was negative or had an edgy aura about me. I used to say “it’s just how I am” well even though true it is my responsibility to change it. Don’t know if this applies I hope it can help somehow, peace.
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Yes.. I can totally relate 😅 I always mean something else but I end up getting interpreted differently.. I am trying to get better at thinking before I speak.. Thank you so much for your words.. Much appreciated ☺️
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