Though I love riding on by bike, for a cross country trip, I think that a car would be most suitable.
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For one, I think it’s safer than a bike also I would be able to stop where I want and just enjoy the scene. Also, not having to lug around my luggage everywhere seems like nice thing. And the best part, I could park it somewhere and take a nap when required.
Not to lie though, the thought of travelling actually makes me anxious. I am not used to travelling alone but when I actual do travel it has always been an amazing experience.
Daily writing prompt
You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike?
Everyone at some point in their life is confident. I always inspired by the people around me.
It’s a wonder to see how people rise up to occasions. You would think school is a minefield. You always get put on the spot, but there are some people even in situations like that are able to confidently navigate the situation.
And just when school gets over, we find the real world is a whole new game. Everything you do is scrutinized and judged. I was so scared of everything I did. But the more I observed the more I realized that no one has everything figured out. Even the smartest person made mistakes but the thing they did different was that they never paid heed to their failures.
They faced every situation with the best attitude and accepted the results no matter what. I am learning to be confident in myself, if not always, at least in certain situations to begin with.
I was taught “big girls don’t cry” when I turned 8. Fast forward through the years, every time I cried I was scolded.
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When I was younger, I was told that I had “crocodile tears” that were not sincere and so slowly I taught myself not to cry. I thought by not crying I was showing maturity. Little did I know that I was slowly piling up the all the hurt in my heart.
It took me some time to figure it out but crying is a reset button set by God for us to just cope with the negativity around us.
When I am tired of keeping that strong willed face for the world, I come back to my room and just cry and scream. That time I spend crying helps me acknowledge the pain I am feeling and helps me forgive myself for failing. It calms the rising tides of emotions in my heart well enough to give me the strength to pick up my broken pieces and face the world once again.
It does not matter who you are, what you have been told, or your circumstances — take a minute to cry, not to show the world, but for yourself. In my opinion, it’s the best recourse to take when you feel things are falling apart. Off load the pain a little bit to get the courage to carry on.
Daily writing prompt
What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings?
I love learning new new things especially when it comes to art. I love painting, drawing and craftwork. I have tried multiple mediums pencils, acrylic paint, spray paint, fabric paint, alcohol markers and so on.
I can spend hours together on one single painting. By the time I am done I am in a much more better mood and time passing by just becomes an after thought.
I had heard that art is healing and experiencing it first hand I completely agree! I love watching art videos on Youtube. There are so many talented artists out there. I have added a few of my favorite videos for you guys to see.
All these artists really inspire me to try expanding my art skills and that has resulted me to become “A Jack of all, but King of none!”. But I am hopeful that the more I practice I will soon get better at it.
I’ll take a little more pain, If hurting me is what gets you to your feet, I’ll take that pain. If unloading your frustrations makes your day a little brighter, I’ll take that pain.
If putting me down makes you stand a little taller. I’ll take that pain. If making me fell worthless is what you need to value yourself, I’ll take that pain.
If blaming your failures on me is what gives you the courage to try again, I’ll take that pain. If silencing me is what gives you peace of mind, I’ll take that pain.
If walking away from me is what you need to follow your dreams, I’ll take that pain. If breaking me down is what will build you back up, I’ll take that pain. I’ll take a little more pain to see you smile, dream and hope again!
I am a person who loves replaying the same series over and over again.
I usually re-watch a series when I need something to distract me. Or to calm down the thoughts swirling in my head. At one point they become a sort of alternate to white noise.
Criminal Minds
Brooklyn 99
Friends
Big Bang Theory
The Mentalist
Superstore
Supernatural
Grey’s Anatomy
Extraordinary Attorney Woo
How to get Away with Murder
Suits
Dr. House
Wednesday
Fruit Basket
Pokemon Original series
And the list would go on and on.
At this point I think the need for having something on play even if I am not actually paying attention to it has become a habit. It is a bad habit and maybe someday soon I will actually take the time to disconnect from electronics for a longer period of time.
However, for today I am thankful to the people who made such wonderful productions that I am able to enjoy! 🙂
Daily writing prompt
What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times?
Anytime the word superstition is mentioned it is met with the judgement. “Don’t be silly”, “Use your brain”, these are the common phrases I hear and sometimes what I use too.
Education helps us get over most over the superstitions that have been passed down to us over centuries. But it would be remiss if I say I do not have any.
When I am too happy or rolling around with laughs I get this fleeting thought that something horrible is going to happen.
I do not travel on the first of the month because I believe the would be a death in the family. Well, there was one instance where it did happen and ever since then I have not been able to shake it off.
I say “touch wood” when I am say something I am hopeful or appreciative off. I do this cause I believe the in the “evil eye”, we not may intentionally mean harm but some cosmic events may result in something bad happening.
People would say “Faith above all else” and I believe in that. I believe that no matter what things will happen God will take care of it.
If someone were to ask why do I have such unfounded beliefs, I really don’t have an answer. I think it out of hope, I seriously hope and wish for that things turn out good. Maybe being a little superstitious feeds fuel to the fire of my hope. 🙂
“We need hope, or else we cannot endure.” — Sarah J. Maas
I love most animals.. I say most because I am also scared of some of them. They are all creatures that were created by God. You just have to look at each one and know that every one of them are special and unique.
I think animals are pure. They have their inherent nature and do not live to hurt but rather to survive. People say “animal behavior” considering us humans to be better.
We were created in God’s image out of His love for us but that in no terms makes us greater, cause it’s His love that makes us unique.
I do not know enough about the beautiful creations of God to compare myself to them. I think we humans know so little about them it would be impossible to give an answer. Anything I say would be out of what I think I know about them and that won’t be the right answer. Maybe someday, when I have a better knowledge I will have an answer to this question.
Daily writing prompt
Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
I know we never wanted a long life but here we are. We probably cannot even read this but hopefully we still have our mind to remember this letter to ourselves.
If we have survived this long it means we had a hundred battles and we did not give up. We may not have had a lot of happy memories but they were enough to keep us going. We may have not achieved everything we wanted in life but we are still content.
I hope that we gave others more smiles than tears. I hope that there are people that still remember us fondly. I hope that we have enjoyed all the best the world had to offer. I hope that we made someone’s burden lighter and were the reason for their smile.
I hope that whatever days we have left maybe filled with the hope and love that we are worth. And last but not the least, thank you for loving us enough to keep on with the war called “life”.
I thought I was immune to the “shopping bug” but I was pleasantly mistaken. While I do not have any particular interest for shopping for clothes, am a stationery collector.
I love stationery! They make me happy! I started small with when I got my first salary but as and when I started earning more, my stationery shopping budget increased subsequently. Whenever I am stressed a new box of pencils or a paints or even a new sketchbook is all I need to make my mood better.
The one place I dream of going is to Tools Ochanomizu. I was first introduced to the store by a Youtuber named Minori. She is just such a beautiful artist and she often takes her viewers along with her on her art supplies haul. I do not know if words can ever describe the desire I have so take a look at the pictures from the stores. It seems like a art supply haven.
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Please also do visit her Youtube channel, she is a very positive person and seeing her content always makes my day.
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